Lovehate to Caffeine

First up, to all the coffee lovers out there, lemme stir your senses with this. Grrrr don't they look tempting?? I used to have phobia to the smell of coffee when I was little. I gave the same twist on my face when I sniff alcohol back then. Who would have guessed that later it became the love of my life? When it comes to coffee, I put myself in dilemma most of the times. Here's why. Caffeine. Whoever that invented it was a genius nyahah. As we grow older our taste buds change, and that only happened recently when...

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Self-esteem

The thing is, I never really know me myself. Yes I have very low self esteem. At times I thought I have overcome it but when criticism comes, I indulge in self-pity again. Reason? Because I don't understand myself. O.O Have you ever come across situations where you are sooo down at one point you hated yourself so much you wish you were somebody else? I have, countless of times ahaha. One of the biggest downfall of me is that I follow too much of what people say. In short I just care too much of being the girl people wants me to be,...

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